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by I Saw Daylight

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    1. Introversion
    2. Irrealis
    3. Sing Me To Sleep
    4. Swallow Me Whole
    5. The Golden Ratio
    6. The Haunting

    Release: 30 September 2017
    DIY

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    This piece was recorded, mixed and mastered by Daniel Konold at Werkall in 2017.
    Guest Vocals in „Irrealis“ by Jakob Schuierer, Sebastian Platzer, Philipp Lessel, Julian Pasche, Arne Hinrichs.
    Guest Vocals in „The Haunting“ by Marcus Glöggler.
    All Songs by I Saw Daylight.
    Lyrics by Eugen Troschin.
    Artwork by Jessica Svartvit.

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    1. Introversion
    2. Irrealis
    3. Sing Me To Sleep
    4. Swallow Me Whole
    5. The Golden Ratio
    6. The Haunting

    Release: 30 September 2017
    DIY

    This piece was recorded, mixed and mastered by Daniel Konold at Werkall in 2017.
    Guest Vocals in „Irrealis“ by Jakob Schuierer, Sebastian Platzer, Philipp Lessel, Julian Pasche, Arne Hinrichs.
    Guest Vocals in „The Haunting“ by Marcus Glöggler.
    All Songs by I Saw Daylight.
    Lyrics by Eugen Troschin.
    Artwork by Jessica Svartvit.

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1.
Introversion 04:06
Show me the dark, that eats you alive, show me the hopelessness tied to your heart. Is this the emptiness deep in your eyes, or the impending anger about to rise. Nothing will ever change, nothing will stay the same. Doomed to betray, slowly dying unsatisfied, masked and cloaked, only lies that can´t be denied. Knives and daggers to the chest won´t hurt me anymore, I am losing the ability to feel. Nothing will ever change, there is no future for no one. Nothing will stay the same and our home is slowly burning down. Show me the ruin, that once was a home, show me the way you are willing to go. I will lead you to the end of the street, death is also a part of me. And I ask myself, is death only a dream? When will I wake up, when will I live? Is death only a dream? When will I wake up, when will I live? Is death only a dream? Nothing feels real to me, I try to find a balance in life, sometimes I wake up to silence, sometimes I wake up through knives and daggers, stuck in my chest and it will never change I guess. Nothing will ever change, there is no future for no one. Nothing will stay the same and our home is slowly burning down.
2.
I think back to the time that has been, as far as I remember, the most formative, it took me years to recognize. I never even thought about how deep someone can fall but I have reached the bottom and never returned. Someone told me once, decisions are neither wrong nor right but keep the following in mind, keep the following in mind, that things would have been different, doesn´t mean that they would have been better, we can not turn back time. Is this where I wanted to be, no more sleep, always one step too far, maybe I didn´t do enough but this is who I am and I know I would have made mistakes like we all do, but I wonder, if those mistakes, would have led me to the same life I lived, and put me in the same place I live, no more dreams, a life full of denial but I keep trying. I think back to the time that has been, as far as I remember, the most formative, it took me years to recognize. I never even thought about how deep someone can fall, I never returned. My conscience whispers to me, please shoot me dead, so I can die at once, instead of dying slowly in your head. My mind whispers to me, there is so much to regret, but keep the following in mind, we can not turn back time.
3.
Sing me to sleep, remove the chaos in me, breathe, the war continues. Send me to hell, there is nowhere else I feel safe, sing me to sleep, the war continues. I will surrender, the war continues, I won´t defend myself, the war continues, it will never end, send me to hell, let me feel. The deeper the dream, the more real it seems, I have nothing to tell anymore, my heart is cast to stone, and all that I have learned, is how not to feel at all, carrying the weight through the storm. We all know that it´s always the same, when we are moving forward, we actually are staying. Those walls are keeping us from living, we call them anger and sadness. Sing me to sleep, remove the chaos in me, breathe, the war continues. Send me to hell, there is nowhere else I feel safe, sing me to sleep, the war continues. I will surrender, the war continues, I won´t defend myself, the war continues, it will never end, send me to hell, let me feel again. It will never end, it´s time to grow, but instead we´re digging holes, surrender. This is wrong and always will be, everybody knows it but keep on killing. The end of life before it has begun we die in safety, we´re dying young.
4.
There is so much that is wrong, but I keep answering „I´m fine“, I am hiding behind words, I keep smiling though I´d rather die. It´s in my head and I try to make the best of it, but I feel dead when I put my hands on my chest, no beat. I have forgotten how to come alive, I will never live again. There is so much in this world, that I have tried to leave behind, things that you have never heard of, I could tell the truth, I´d rather lie, it´s on my tongue and I try to swallow everything. At the bottom of a well, is where I find myself today, drag me to the deep, lights above me, something I will never reach. At the bottom of a well, is where I will always stay, all alone, drown me to sleep, swallow me whole. Everything continues to function, but will it last for a lifetime, is this what I want or what I wanted once, but never believed in. There is so much that I´ve learned, but I keep following the dark, all the thoughts that have returned, then inforced, I´ve set aside and I´m still dead, I have overturned my mind. Being alive feels harder than I thought, deeper and deeper I´m digging my grave.
5.
I cannot sleep at night, I don´t want to be alone but I feel hollow and nothing, nothing can make me whole. No sleep, no heartbeat, not alive. No sleep, no heartbeat, my heart already died. Dark circles mark my face, cold hands almost unable to move, hours feel like days, the time is pulling tooth by tooth. I am waiting, I am drowning, stuck in the past, will I ever get out? I cannot sleep at night, I don´t want to be alone but I feel hollow and nothing, nothing can make me whole. These empty eyes are mine, this pale white skin gets lighter, I walk through empty streets at night, no sleep, no heartbeat, not alive. These empty eyes are mine, this pale white skin gets lighter, I walk through empty streets. No sleep, no heartbeat, the depth is infinite. No sleep, no heartbeat, death is slowly eating me. No sleep, no heartbeat, not alive. No sleep, no heartbeat, my heart already died. These empty eyes are mine, this pale white skin gets lighter, I walk through empty streets at night, no sleep, no heartbeat, not alive. These empty eyes are mine, this pale white skin gets lighter, I walk through empty streets, no sleep, no heartbeat, not alive.
6.
Wake me up, save me from sleeping to death, fill my lungs with your breath. Wake me up, put me back in my place, dead dreams are haunting me. Drowning my sadness in poison, losing my mind, sight to the floor and keep on dreaming, the sleep is relieving my anger. Old bones under my skin, am I the only one? Old bones under my skin, I will come undone. I am running away from the demons I´ve made, killing myself, death means nothing, dead dreams keep haunting me. Wake me up, save me from sleeping to death, fill my lungs with your breath. Wake me up, put me back in my place. Time is standing still, I am waiting for help. Time is standing still, tomorrow I will kill myself. Tomorrow I will kill myself, the end is nothing new to me, I die every night in my sleep and then I disappear. Sometimes for hours, sometimes for days, sometimes for years, sometimes it feels like forever, returning deaf and blind, paralyzed, without memories. I try to recover, try to remember, but I´m still caught in sadness and anger, keep on poisoning myself, I´m not crying, keep on poisoning myself, I cry for help, cry for help. Swallowing pills until I throw up, susurrus around me and my cold heart, hold on, life is fast, we are going to die young. I am running away from the demons I´ve made, killing myself, death means nothing, dead dreams keep haunting me. Time is standing still, I am waiting for help. Dead dreams keep haunting me. Time is standing still, tomorrow I will kill myself. Dead dreams keep haunting me.

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This piece was recorded, mixed and mastered by Daniel Konold at Werkall in 2017.
Guest Vocals in „Irrealis“ by Jakob Schuierer, Sebastian Platzer Philipp Lessel, Julian Pasche, Arne Hinrichs.
Guest Vocals in „The Haunting“ by Marcus Glöggler.
All songs by I Saw Daylight.
Lyrics by Eugen Troschin.
Artwork by Jessica Svartvit.

I Saw Daylight are
Eugen - Vocals
Manuel - Guitar
Kurt - Guitar
Stefan - Bass
Laura - Drums

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released September 30, 2017

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I Saw Daylight Ulm, Germany

I SAW DAYLIGHT sind fünf Menschen, die nicht nur einen Proberaum, sondern auch ihr Leben miteinander teilen. Seit 2011 spielen ISD jede Show, die ihnen möglich ist: sowohl auf europaweiten Touren als auch im JUZE um die Ecke. ISD stehen für pathetische Authentizität fernab jedes Manierismus, die von ihnen live wie auf Platte ungehemmt gelebt wird und allen Zuhörenden spürbar ist. ... more

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